Hello Empowered Wayers!
Have you ever stopped at a red light and really looked at the driver next to you? Not just a glance, but truly looked - and wondered about their story? Where they're heading, what weighs on their heart, who's waiting for them at home? In that fleeting moment, did you catch yourself making snap judgments about their appearance, their car, their expression - and then feel that familiar shame of realizing you've done it again?
There's a word for when judgment dissolves into awareness: sonder. It's that sudden, striking realization that every stranger you pass is living a life as rich and complicated as your own. Their world is as vivid to them as yours is to you - filled with worries, dreams, routines, and relationships you'll never know about.
Each person carries their own universe within them, as vast and mysterious as the stars.
The Prison of Your Perspective
When you're suffering - whether from loss, anxiety, or life's countless other challenges - your pain can become a prison. But it's not just the pain that traps you; it's the walls you build around it. You resist what is, pushing back against reality with thoughts like "This shouldn't be happening" or "I can't accept this." You judge yourself harshly for not being "stronger" or "better." You judge others for having it easier, for not understanding, for moving through life apparently untouched by the weight you carry.
Last week, I was sitting in a cafe, nursing my coffee and wrestling with personal disappointment. The weight of it felt unbearable. My mind was a cruel judge, sentencing me to endless replays of what I should have done differently, how I should have been better. Then I noticed an elderly woman at the next table, her hands wrapped around her cup, staring into the middle distance with such profound sadness that it stopped my internal trial cold.
What was her story? What grief or worry occupied her thoughts? In that moment of wondering - that moment of sonder - my own pain didn't disappear, but it shifted. The harsh voice of judgment softened into curiosity, and my heart opened just enough to let in a profound truth: everyone is doing the best they can with the light they have.
Judgement is destructive - of yourself and others. When you judge, you create a world of separation. You sort humanity into categories of better and worse, worthy and unworthy, strong and weak. But these divisions exist only in your mind, and they serve as barriers to the very connection your heart desperately seeks.
Every judgment we make simplifies the complex reality of human life. You forget that everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about, including yourself.
As I considered these thoughts, I looked back at the woman. She happened to glance up and our eyes met. I nodded and sent her loving energy. As we sat in that cafe, life swirling around us, our hearts connected for a brief moment. She stood up to leave, and her energy felt a bit lighter. I stayed for a few more minutes to process the exchanage and the lesson I learned:
The shift from judgement and worry to sonder and wonder is always available.
The connection to another’s pain lessened my own and theirs.
The Liberation of Looking Outward
Sonder isn't just an interesting psychological phenomenon - it's a gateway to freedom from the twin prisons of resistance and judgment. When you truly grasp that every person you see is fighting their own battles, something profound happens:
Your suffering loses its sense of personal persecution. You stop asking "Why me?" because you realize it's not just you - it's everyone, each in their own way.
Your judgments dissolve in the face of shared humanity. How can you maintain your harsh assessments when you recognize that each person's story is as nuanced and challenging as your own?
You gain perspective on your resistance to reality. If everyone is dealing with something. Perhaps the problem isn't that life challenges you, but you expect it shouldn't.
Expectations are judgement's cousins. When you find that your expectations about yourself and others lead to judgement, it's time to choose again.
Finding Peace in the Lives of Others
The next time you find yourself trapped in judgment or struggling against reality, try this: Look around. Really look. At the grocery store clerk checking out items with tired eyes - what dreams did they have to put on hold? At the businessman power-walking down the street, his face tense with worry - what keeps him up at night? At the young mother in the park, stealing a moment of quiet while her child plays - what battles does she fight that no one sees?
Remember: each of them has a story as complex as yours. Each of them has felt pain as deep as yours. Each of them has judged themselves as harshly as you have judged yourself. And somehow, they're still here, still moving forward, still trying their best in a world that often demands more than any of us can give.
As your perspective shifts from your inner world to wonder about what others are experiencing, you realize that we are in this life together. No one has the answers and no one knows the best choices for your life. Just as you don’t know the choice they should make.
A Different Choice
Sonder challenges you to see beyond your own perspective and embrace the lives unfolding around you. You can let their stories remind you that suffering is not a personal failure, but a shared journey. And in that sharing - in that profound recognition of our common humanity - you might find the strength to loosen your grip on how you think things "should" be.
The next time you feel that familiar tightening of resistance or the harsh voice of judgment rising within, try looking outward instead of inward. Let yourself wonder about the lives around you. Let their presence remind you that you're part of something larger than your own struggle. Let your curiosity about their stories gently dissolve the walls between you and the world.
This is not a magic solution to suffering. But it is a door to a larger room, where the air is easier to breathe, where your resistance to reality might soften, and where the harsh voice of judgment can gradually be replaced by the gentle whisper of compassion - for others, and finally, for yourself.
After all, we're all in this together - even when we forget to remember it. And perhaps that forgetting and remembering is part of the journey we share, each of us finding our way back to compassion, one moment of sonder (and wonder) at a time.
Repeat this mantra to remind you of these truths:
I am you. You are me. We are one. All is well.
Many blessings on your journey,
Kathryn
P.S. One of my favorite meditations is “The Snow Globe.” Please listen to is as a way to see others and their stories. How you feel about them may surprise you!
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